Tomorrow I fly to Sydney. Nervous but curiously calm so far. Today I pack a small bag. Clean my walking shoes and see whether the Op Shops have any more. put in medical records and see what else arises.
Travel changes people. Well it always changes me and this time , I find it most unnerving because I am barely reassembled and the glue hasn’t even set. I have a fear of fracturing completely.
Apparent focus of the trip is to get a Hep C profile.
True focus of this trip is :
Celebrate my brother’s birthday and fulfil broken commitments to him and Scott.
Meet the baby Louis and my Ella and my nieces and nephew.
go and return without freaking.
discipline the mind and emotions.
go downtown. get shoe polish. look in op shops for shoes and shirts.
pack the bag.
KEEP IT SIMPLE.