THE EVE BEFORE THE EVE.

TODAY , I saw the lagoon broken through at Hungry Head. I had dropped into Sandy C’s and we were drinking a cuppa and I was once more in tears when the Lad came home and told us that they had dug a channel to open the lagoon and that when it opened another channel broke through as well so we went for a look and sure enough – sure enough. All the months of dammed up filth and  blocked in water was pouring out in ever increasing channels with sand tumbling away. It was fresh and clean and rocks were exposed.  Just like the tears that are coming to me now and breaking me apart.

I did the NA meeting in Urunga. I talked with Sandy. And then was the Lagoon. I got a few presents for the Girls and Sandy gifted me with some things for Kate. And then I came home.

I slept most of the afternoon as I need to most days. Then KB called to say that her Pop is critically ill. Not expected to make it even to Xmas.

MY GIFT FOR THE EDEN PEOPLE arrived and they have it in possession. And I corrected my position with regards to Xmas day.

Still don’t feel like queen of the world but I do feel a lot better than I did spiritually.

Yvonne from Langton came to mind quite a few times. What she said way back in Bondi Junction i9n the 1980 was:

WHEN YOU GET TIRED OF GIVING – KEEP GIVING.

So, I let go of the desire for the Go Pro and the iPad and I let go of my own desire for Xmas Lunch and I seek God’s will for me. KEEP GIVING.

And I shall add – STOP WHINGEING.

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Meditation For The Day

Shed peace, not discord, wherever you go. Try to be part
of the cure of every situation, not part of the problem.
Try to ignore evil, rather than to actively combat it.
Always try to build up, never to tear down. Show others
by your example that happiness comes from living the
right way. The power of your example is greater than the
power of what you say.

Prayer For The Day

I pray that I may try to bring something good into every
situation today. I pray that I may be constructive in the
way I think and speak and act today.

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