WELL I REALLY AM GLAD I DIDN’T KILL MYSELF LAST NIGHT

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AVOCADO ON MY TREE

On my metaphorical knees last night and in despair. Slept on it. Woke much better and then got better and better.

Glad I didn’t pick up either.

This is how it all came around. IMM offered to put a radiator in and KB and him brought the Girls down and went to Coffs to get the radiator.

Now here is a significant part of today’s story. They left both girls here and we had a lovely time. No troubles.

I never for one moment thought I would reach the stage where I could take care of the children – EVER.

IMM and KB brought back Maccas but the Storm hit before they got to the car and we all unplugged and huddled inside for an hour or so. Then they took the Astra back to Bello and KB drove the Ute.

I MINDED THE CHILDREN. Joy O JOy.

And then to wrap the day up neatly, Shaz and Ant brought me the motorised pony and now I can zoom all over the place.

And Paul brought me the extra Chinese Herbs he had promised.

Interesting life I lead. Now I am on Facetime with Eden and all of us are in lighter moods.

Almost bedtime. How far we have come !

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AND THIS IS THE MEMORY FROM ONE YEAR AGO 23 JAN 2015

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TONIGHT’S ADVICE : DON’T DO ANYTHING DUMB ARSE TONIGHT. SLEE ON IT !

A GOOD NIGHT’S SLEEP MAKES A DIFFERENCE.

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THIS IS MY ALFIE

The day begins. What looked like unsolvable trauma last night doesn’t much trouble me this morning – which is of course why I don’t drink or drug in a “mood”. Alfie is still dead. But IMM is coming to see if he can put a 2ndhand radiator in.

As for me. Its grey and tropical and humid with a haze over the lagoon but it is OK

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One day before me.

Reckon I can do that.

Hazy.

Move softly Child. Move softly.

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