One more day of beauty and happiness. Today was my day with Saf. Oh what a good time we had. We rode the Pony and swam and talked. These are miracle days for me because I could not do this last year in January.
I DO NOT FORGET THAT.
LAST YEAR IN JANUARY, MY MUSCLES WERE LIKE CREPE PAPER AND WHEN I TRIED TO SLEEP, GREAT PAIN OVERTOOK ME.
Last year in January, I spasmed and paralysed and was too weak to walk any distance at all.
Last year in January, I was often overcome with confusion and bewilderment.
Last year. In January. I would not have minded one of the children alone because I did not know what would happen to me.
This year in January – we laugh.
This year in January – the little one has her plaster off and the new house is almost finished. And as for me, I am still here.