Well – the next decision is made and enacted. Today a guy came to the door and asked to buy the caravan so now it goes. 2 dreams deconstructed in one week.
LET IT GO. LET IT ALL GO.
I do not want to leave such a burden for my kids as there was when I came out of the coma. Nor such a burden of possessions as we had when Izzy left us. Nonetheless – each thing I shed – is another of our shared dreams gone. And I am no businesswoman so I don’t make money from it. I keep going in the only ways I can see at the time and I trust.
The Ranger for Forestry came upon Izzy’s Spot this week and Koala John explained it to him and he has left it there for now. Steve Batty said he will make me another plaque saying BARD. JESTER. MINSTREL. With the dates.
Neil came today to do more handyman work and I did tonight’s AA meeting.
So Dreams pass away. Maybe new dreams will come.
She did house my lad for a goodly time and brought us joy. Alfie and Van both came to me in April 2013. Both gone in April 2016.