Another sleepless night of physical pain and discomfort.Tonight, I am taking two tylenol before bed in the hope of it reducing the pain in my neck. Seems to be a lump in there as well.
The day was, however, happy. I have a couple more things I want to do in life. I want to see Jaybee and Mad.
And I forget the other thing.
I have too many things wrong with me to get well. I no longer have the energy. So I just enjoyed the day. J.G. cooked waffles and we ate and laughed and loved. It was a true family day. Ah ! I remember the second thing would like to see. I am not writing it down because its not anything I can do much about. But I surely would like to see it happen.
I have a warm shawl and some earrings from the North Bellos and I am hoping for some sleep tonight. But I ain’t fussing and fiddling with doctors and appointments and duties anymore. I ain’t up for some wearisome struggle to keep on going.
I weary now
and consider the inconsiderable