ANOTHER day entirely at home alone . Jaigen brought the washing machine and it works but other than that – HOME.
Home and sleeping and fiddling around. Maybe this time is very good for me. Like the week in hospital which I resisted and then fell into with relief.
If my life and me are going to get fixed it surely won’t be me who does it. I am, as I have said before, totally out of ideas and wherewithal.
And it is raining – a lot.