Out and about today with 3 of my loved ones. Spent $100 on lunch at Anchor’s Wharf Cafe – a kind of farewell to the things of life that Izzy loved so well.

We collected driftwood and sat by the lagoon. WE saw big fish and pelicans and I did the night AA.

I have pain today and bleeding but I am also ready for the next stage and have been for a month or so. I don’t yet know what it will be but I am ready.

God bless you all.

2 people I care about lost family to this disease today. We mourn. We, the Alcoholics and Addicts.

And I kiss Izzy gently on his forehead. Good Night, my Song Man.

Good Night my fellow sufferers.

Good night , my beloved children and grandchildren.