IT s pretty chilly. They say it will get colder.
I can breathe better today and I feel better. Better-ish. I did the meeting. I did not wish to but nor do I wish to feel or go crazy. I wore my pyjama pants under my jeans and it was a heavy duty meeting. Thank God for that. Always makes me feel better – the deep recovery.
ONE MORE DAY DONE.
Still the sore neck. Still vague and not ordering my affairs. Still kind of flatline a lot of the time and not making very active decisions – but I am OK. I am OK. By that I mean I am not in mental or spiritual pain – the 2 agonies which I fear and do not handle well at all.
- a home I can afford
- computers that work
- bed with an electric blanket
- and a big gas heater